im back from camp !!!!


it was really hell for me lor .
training was tough
must start complaining and whining again liao


firstly , our camp was right after our common tests
unfair
i dont get a chance to rest
must chiong for everything
hell
hmph


secondly , we have to go there early to offer cheap labour to the school
wtf
must help out for prize giving
arrange all the tables ad chairs
tape all the table cloth or whatever
btw , it wasnt really a table cloth
it was just some cheapskate plastic used to cover the tables only
furthermore , they never give us scissors to cut the scotch tape !!
stfu
i was complaining to amalynna that i cant pull the darn tape with my barehands
maybe because im too pampered
baha
so in the end , amalynna did it
then i go tape the cheapskate thing lor


after that go do bunkcleaning
same every year
sian diao
the class we are using got red tag lor
meaning its the dirtiest class and we have to offer free services to the class and the cleaner by helping them clear the damn rubbish
since we already did it for two years , we are already seasoned
so more efficiency lor
remember last time we kana pump like crazy because we never clean properly
then kana changing parade also
this year the seniors more slack
so its okay
aha
actually we owe them 15 pumpings leh
but i think they forget
so its okay lor
dont want remind them


dinner was sucky as usual
i wonder how they choose food caterer one sia
food so horrible lor
i always hate camp food
only ate like 1/5 portion of the food
thats why im the first to finish
i dont know how they can stuff their stomach with the big portion la


orienteering later
this ah , killer la
actually its not really la
its the consequence that killed us
we did orienteering at night
actually i had confidence that im able to do it
but when it was my turn
fuck
i realised how difficult it was
i always hated pacing
dont know why
my pacing always very inaccurate one
i got lost in the end
and the punishments for each mistake each of us did
50 per mistake
wth right
but no choice , what can we do
only have to minimise error nia
during the wait , i joked that people driving pass our field will think that mas selemat kastari came to our school
got a lot of black figures ma
then farahin started laughing out loud
very funny meh
in the end i laugh with her
but i scared sir angry sia
back to topic
i mentioned it was tough
reasons: dark , masking tape not prominent enough , therefore cannot spot clearly
which resulted into a waste of time and most importantly , mistakes


roar
we owed them 1300 punishments in the end
fking hell
a lot la
we did them after our supper
which was the leftovers for the prize ceremony dinner
cheap labour again sia
think ncc what
everything dont want just dump to us
knn
after that still have to help them rearrange the tables and chairs
nao hia
school hire cleaners for what sia
go there walk walk show off only ah
must ask ncc help you do
you think we go camp just to offer cheap labour ah
pay us la
bugger
waste my precious time and energy
we still got punishments to clear one you know


anyway , the 13oo was really hell
we did all kind of stuff you can think of
pushups, situps, jumpingjacks, squats, inclined pull-ups
do half squats against the wall and hold a pole for 5minutes
although its not that tough , i cried for dont know what reason
highlight of the training
we were made to stay in pushup position
everyone have to carry that water dont know what
its the container used to store a lot of water de
bring it across the field and back
everyone must do it then can get up from that damn position
it was really torturous lor
i cried like crazy
carrying that thing is really difficult la
i couldnt do it
i dont know how the rest can carry it and run
i even have difficulties carrying it
let alone run
really strainous
at that point of time , really felt like giving up
just feel like taking my time to do it
but the seniors were really pushing me like crazy
on top of that , the rest were really suffering
if they stay there for too long , they will get tired
then will also take longer time to complete it
so it still affects me
i know it sounds selfish la
but the main thing is to get the thing done so everyone can dont need suffer too much ma
so its important everyone finish it quick
the motive of this activity is to get everyone to bond together
help each other
shun jie offered to let me legs to rest on his
but i felt really bad
because he also suffering
i cant let him have more burdern ma
so i rejected him time and time again
i was crying was cheering the person who ran
but , no one knew about it
it was really hell man i tell you
never want to experience that again
the last activity of all was the easiest and most fun
its just passing the ball to each other using our legs
have to pass all the way to the other end of the field and back again
it was fun


im glad we survived it
im really proud of you guys man
go part c !

slept at around 2


day2 was slightly easier
but again
i hated morning pt
what the hell
they are not supposed to punish us by pumpings lor
but they still did
fuck him man
you think we dont dare to complain about you ah
chee bye
after all that we did yst , still want to pump us
my wrists were so weak that i couldnt press the tap or watercooler button lor
where is your sense of consideration man
you think you can run fast
but what about the rest
this is not a one man game man
hey come on la
cadet welfare
must feel for others also la
we know you have been through this shit before
we already experienced it last night
and will it kill you to go slower
situps also
fking hell la
the command simply went
'up,up,up,up,up,up....'
it went on and on without stopping
nabeh
very shiok right
see us suffer
i endured the whole situp though my insides were really strained
dont know whats the feeling
its like something pulling you on the inside
i thought it was just a strain because i didnt do situps for a long time
so didnt really think too much about it
but when i stood up
it was bloody hell painful that i cried
every movement that i did made an impact
it was this painful
not any makeup story to gain compassion
i didnt experience this before lor
i hope i dont get it anymore
my stomach still hurt till now


it was simply a day of slacking afterwards
aha
we had footdrills
learn footdrill mutal
for spec course lor
like got a lot of things to learn before you can become specialist sia
so mafan
i begin to dread it now
spec course so many things to learn liao
senior spec how
i wanted to become senior spec next time
but im reconsidering right now
i scared i fail IFC and armsdrill
these are the ones i hate
jungle warfare is just not for me
i see no point in learning it
because im not going to use it what
like im going for ns like that
armsdrill suck la
i only like to shoot
not do all those crap with it
later go classroom to write down all the procedures
i slept halfway sia
during their talking
they were basically just reminding us over and over again ma
i understand liao
then listen to them until sleep
so shiok

the part d organised games for us later
it was downright sucky i tell you
i hate it la
bleah
i just dont enjoy it
hmph
maybe because im a girl
and i dont enjoy 'manly' activities
ahahaha
so i was kind of happy that my group was out during the first match
because i was the only girl
they instructed them that whoever touch me at wong places going to kana
i was using that to threaten them to give way to me
you should see their faces when i had the ball
want to touch
but scared to
so i stood at a advantage
then my group dont know how to make use of it one leh
tell them to make use of it also never pass to me sia
but whatever la
i dont enjoy it
sat under the scorching sun later
horrible la
i kana sunburn !!!

after that starting preparing for cadets night
i was in charge of the water balloon game
damn fun
the girls stuck in the toilet making water balloons
sometimes while tying the knot our fingers slip
then the water started squirting all over
then also got times where they are holes
fun lor
everyone started fooling around

after we finish filling all the water balloons and some plastic carriers de
we came back lor
had a hard time transporting it back
so ask the guys to carry
cheap labour
aha
haziq the overall in charge started to plan for the numbers of balloons they needed
hell
after so long then start to plan ah
then you overall in charge for what sia
dont even know how to plan properly
never even help for the proposal
just talk talk show the seniors you got do stuff only
after they go off , you never do anything
what sia
i was displeased by haziq's management skills
lucky i was there to help farahin with the proposal
she was damm stressed up la
then the oic didnt even bother to help
i know its common test week
come on
we also have
how come i can take time off to help out while you cant
Zzzz

shall not get too involved with it
anyway , cadets night was a success
aha
although im still not happy with the planning and management beforehand
got one part
where we have to shift the waterbombs from bunk to parade square
only the girls do la
what is this
we are not the only one who needs the bombs lor
why do we have to shift all the stuff sia
it was super heavy lor
got some guys dont need to help out with the stations de
just stay around to slack
dont even take initiative to help us when they see us carrying the darn thing to the parade square
lucky we managed to do it in time

i was kind of afraid i couldnt control the part a & b when i have to explain the game to them
surprisingly , i got grab their attention sia
not bad
*give myself a clap*
it was hell fun throwing the water bombs down la
sad to mention , i didnt talent spot any of them
none of them are smart enough to use the materials given
haiyo
give them clue liao still cannot make it
some use raffia string to tie the bottom dont know for what when its already sealed
some cut split at the top of the thrash bag[didnt you consider what will happen if it tears?]
some cut into small parts[that was a total failure, the balloon just went right through the think layer]
haiyo
but the best was the one who used raffia string
the caught the most if im not wrong
they were the only ones who used raffia sia
it was fun seeing the balloons falling down and landing on them
make them wet
so poor thing sia
fun ma
last time i part a & b the game all so boring lor
only limited success
i believe that this time its well done
hehes
i very thick skinned one
actually i want to play also lor
but i not group IC
the last game was the best of all la
but there was chaos everywhere
then derek explain until so detailed la
dont know for what

we had to clear all the stuff later
a lot of rubbish sia
then i help to carry benches and chairs
i become super weak lor
was carrying a chair back to foyer
then i had difficulties lor
haziq was carrying one too
then say i very weak
when he put liao , he turn around look at me
then offer to help me carry
lol
i think he see i carry until so pathetic then go help me

movie time later
first time so shiok sia
air conditioned room
many slept
dont know why
even though im tired
i just couldnt sleep
at first i thought the movie will be boring
basketball ma
i havent totally 0% interest in it
and i thought the guy was a girl
aha
but in the end
i enjoyed the movie also la
i laughed a number of times
only some laugh lor
maybe they think i siao
so laugh at me

after the movie still got training
what the fuck
because we were not on time lor
we were given only 15 mins to bathe
of course no time la
additionally , the eldds girls also using
take so long lor
dont know why they still want to bathe
me and rhafidah just change our shirts
i cannot think of the consequences if we bathed
that might add up to 1000 punishments or more
this time got people report sick
in the end i was the first few also
because at that time
my stomach still cramp over the morning pt lor
only 5 survived the training
ihsan , dylan , martin , attifah and rhafidah
ihsan and rhafidah surpirsed me
rhafidah already had leg cramps
but she endured
i thought that ihsan will also report sick
martin's fitness was unquestionable
dylan was expected
because he didnt go for the training on friday ma
attifah was really fit
i think she make a potential leader

as usual
slept at 2am
this time i was really tired to the extend that i didnt move at all when i lied down
just slept througout

the last day was slightly better
no need pt
only warm up
so it was no problem

attifah was the first leader
then i was assigned to help her
map reading is so easy peasy
without having to use pacing and bearings
so we were done with the planning quite fast lor

we trekked all the way to sungei buloh just to enjoy the ambience there
then go cook also
so cool right
i didnt expect that our water were used off so fast sia
in the end we have to fill our water bottles with tap water
initally i was apprenhensive
but i was left with no choice

the part a were a bit slow when we trekked there
all slack slack
but when we were going back
we really pushed them like crazy lor
i feel so bad lor
like very harsh on them sia
i didnt want to strain them too much
later they dont like me
and also , they just join ma
some not very fit
later they cannot tahan then faint
their welfare comes first ma
dont know why the leader dont know how to ask for extra time sia
even i myself had troubles catching up lor
let alone them
had to resort to running to keep up with them
i find that running is so much easier than walking fast
then i keep pressing them to cover up the gaps and walk in twos lor
i thought i was scolding them like crazy liao
but that geng lin la
so i didnt
i just merely talked to them with a louder tone
but i still feel bad
genglin !!!
you better make them like me if they dislike me ah !

camp is finally over man
i hope i will not have to go through this shit again
aha

but think all of us learn a very valuable lesson in this camp la
it going to be very memorable for me

i saw a different me when i looked into the mirror yesterday