Friday, August 31, 2007 Y 9:40 PM

haha . had teachers day celebration today .
at first got this walk-a-jog
damm boring la .
its basically just walking around the school
damm boring la i tell you .
walk walk walk nia .
then when want to reach back sch , our whole class started to scream .
haha . abit siao la .
but at least got abit of unity la .
haha . not bad le la .
then later got all the prize presentation for the teachers .
so sad . my beloved ms fazlin didnt win anything leh !
so sad lor !! leh leh . why she never win anything ??!!!
shouldnt let that ms yong get lor .
hais .
but over le la .
later got give plant or whatever to all teachers .
then when its ms fazlin turn our whole class stand up .
haha . then actually wanted to say, ms fazlin ! we love you !
but in the end we just cheered lor .
haha
then later when dismiss back to class for class party ,
our class went back to the quadrangle first
then we form a heart shape
walau . the boys damm uncoperative lor .
move her move there .
then take a long time to form .
hais .
but when form already the guest , ms fazlin is not there yet lor .
so we waited for long damm long .
and other people were like gathering around to see what the heck are we doing
alot lor . like all the sec 4 and 5 all gather lor
so paiseh la
and the problem is , they wait so long also nothing de .
so i think they sian diao , then left a few people there only
even i myself also got pek cek waiting can .
finally ms fazlin come le .
she was blind folded by angeline .
haha
then when angeline finally removed her hands ,
ms fazlin look visibly shocked at the formation .
haha . then she gave a thumbs up .
haha .
then we shout , ms fazlin we love you !
haha . then she so happy .
of cos la .
then later we sing one song for her .
the stupid barney song .
damm stupid la .
i already told them that it would be a failure .
but they dont care .
so in the end really screwed up lor .
but never mind la .
haha .
still very cool lor .
haha .
then later got class party .
hate it la .
all the yongkeng friend come in .
idiot lor !!
then actually our food very little la .
but dont care .
hehe
then play game .
so sad lor .
i get caught so fast .
haiya .
but fun leh !!
want to play it again !!
haha .

later went back to ij .
haha .
look very big on the outside .
but when go in ,
quite okay ma .
not as big as expected .
so easy to walk lor .
haha .
its just like spreaded out .
nothing much la .
but like got alot of people very shocked to see me lor .
haha . could remember prasila's expression .
'huh ?! this is melissa ah ? oh my god . really ?'
she was totally shocked la .
haha . then some others also la .
but quite alot recognise me though .
clarissa say only my voice never change .
haha .
so jialat meh ?
everything also change .
haha .

then later went jurong entertainment centre watch bu neng shuo de mi mi .
haha .
we were actaully late lor .
but managed to fund seats at the back
not very back la .
but at least not in front .
haha .
love the movie !!
so cool lor !! love it !!
yeah . haha .
lucky i watched it .
didnt waste my money .
haha .

chatted alot with samantha also .
knew some shocking things .
really shocked me .
haha .
chatted alot la .
haha .
i always go shopping with her de lor .
haha . but not bad ma .
haha . love it .

then go see doctor about my feet .
still like not much improvement ma
then got higher dosage de .
haiya .
then got 10 days mc to excuse me from wearing shoes lor .
haha . shiok .
means no need go train for 10 days .
can go shopping le !!
ahaha

tmr going to watch show .
a free show somemore .
im refering to the pesta sukan competition tmr .
i not going le .
thank god i got injured at the right time .
so many strong competitors at the same category lor
if go confirm bottom half de lor
lucky sia .
tmr just go wach angela cry le
haha
im evil .
but i dont really care leh .
seeing my dearest laopa tmr !!
yay !
love him !
so long never see him can
miss him !!
loads .
and i shall go socialise tmr !
haha
yay

haha .
i shall dedicate a paragraph for my darling ronald again .
he is so smart !
haha . last time river valley high de lor .
then now in njc .
haha .
and today he pon his sch just to go back to his sec sch .
then he gave a speech to wish the teachers a happy teachers day .
so cool can .
a speech leh !!
and it was a sudden desicion somore .
haha .
my darling is the best la !
so pro .
then in the end got applause !
haha .
yay !

tmr watching free show le .
so must go sleep le
haha


Thursday, August 30, 2007 Y 8:09 PM

thursday today .
didnt blog yesterday cos was busy with work .
haha .
went back then started to do the hom project .
do until 8 lor .
taxing work .
did the tiling for my swimming complex .
shade the boxes until like siao .
until my new marker want to no more ink lor .
so sad !!
but never mind la .
haha .
then later eat dinner then chiong my english .
the persuassive speech thing .
thought i did a bad job .
cos it was last minute .
but realised that all my last minute english work is better .
haha .

then today ihsan asked me , your english issit do last minue ?
cos you do last minute , the work is better .
haha .
but quite true la .
but i thought that i did badly lor .
dont really have an idea of what to do actually .
so let siqi read .
she say not bad .
so calm me down abit la .
haha .

after recess the subjects all boring lor .
had chem first .
walau eh .
super boring .
got back chem common test .
then got one question cat very not happy .
so she again went to quarrel with the teacher .
haha .
quarrel until ms tan pek cek .
she seem like shes on the verge of crying lor .
haha .
then after going through the paper ,
i got bored le .
cannot stand her lessons .
so started to get sleepy .
so basically slept through the whole lesson .
only wake up midway to copy the important stuff on notes ,
then went back to sleep again .

had home econs theory later .
siann
that mrs yam is like so monotonus .
dont know how to spell that la .
she like speak in one tone only lor .
what the hell .
so boring like that .
quite naggy also la .
but have to ren .

later got pearls .
haha .
at least thats one thing that made me wake up .
haha .
always enjoyed it .

got our class tee later .
yay !
love it !!
its black .
then got the whole class names on the side lor .
its a heart shape de .
damm chio .
like it .
its designed by siqi de .
then beside each name got a stick figure .
damm cute !!
mine is a girl with a bow lor .
haha .
how smart of siqi to draw that .
im not trying to be sarcastic here
basically i love it !!

got back our report books too .
abit disappointing la .
i shall gong kai my lousy results .
please dont laugh .

English- B3 . theres an improvement . haha . happy about the result .
Chinese-B4 . basically the grade is stagnant la . but the marks abit higher . also can la .
Maths-A2 . hais . dropped my one grade . disappointing .
Science-B3 . even worse . drop by 2 grades . cos of my chem . haiyo .
Geog - C6 . abit disappoiting la . cos of the stupid retest la ! make me fail . or else i will get B4 le lor . stupid . but at least i pass la . got F9 last year .
Lit -A1 . haha . finally got back my A . realised that my lit is always A . other than last term lor .
Home Econs- C5 . this one most disappoiting la ! i always got A1 for my home econs one leh ! then now got C . drop from A to C . how pathetic is that . hate it .

overall , 3 subjects got improvement , 1 still the same and 3 deprove .
not good man !!
must jiayous le .

but ms fazlin's remarks about be cheered me up .
it states : It is commendable that Melissa is handling her studies and her involvement with her activities outside well. Keep up with this positive attitude!
haha . one of the most encouraging remarks i got so far .
hehe .
i will jiayou even more !!

my dear darling ronald got A levels prelims now .
haha .
dont be mistaken .
we are just friends la .
wish him all the best .
hehe .
he ah , always not serious de lor .
game game game .
the study last minute .
always nag at him to study lor .
haha .

got loads of holiday homework !!
homework check .
1. English - compre
2. Chinese - compo
3. Maths - worksheet . assignment .
the two major stuff .
Geog and Hom project !!
HOM our group damm slow lor .
hope everything goes on fine on wednesday .
then got geog project too .
just got informed today lor .
supposed to be only 5 in a group .
but me, joanne, siqi, alexis,xinxian and louise wanted to form a group together .
but 6 ma .
thank god cat's group wanted 4 people .
haha . so asked ms yong .
thank god she agreed .
haha .
yays !

want to finish all my homework soon !!
so can go shopping !!
haha .
my feet injured ma .
so cannot shoot .
specially went to the range today to tell coach that i cant shoot .
haha . thats the attitude man !!
haha .
so its my rest day .
xie tian xie di .
my rest day !!
finally feel full of life !!
i want go shopping !!
and then watch loads of movies .
got a feeling i gonna spent alot of money .
ahaha .
shopping !!!
love it !!
haha .


Monday, August 27, 2007 Y 7:08 PM

not much to comment today la .
had sch , then later go lot one lor .
eat lunch with chocho .
planned to go watch movie with guan zhao and sam actually .
but in the end cannot .
so after that just met up with guan zhao for a while .
ask him to teach me abit of physics lor .
cos that time i go camp , then never attend physics lesson .
mr koh taught the electricity part i not very sure .
so ask him to revise with me lor .
sam also came .
haha .
after a while everything done le .
haha .
so go walk a while lor .
guan zhao bought the chicken from shilin .
he was complaining that the portion very little .
haha .
then somemore we 3 share .
so each person eat vey little only .
guan zhao damm noob la ,
abit of spicy thing cannot take it le .
haha .
noob .
haha .
so sad lor , laopa couldnt come .
miss my laopa .
wonder when i can go out with him again .
laopa and guan zhao attatchment coming le .
then they will be very busy .
cannot go out liao .
so now got chance must faster go out with them .
laopa is coming to zhenghua on saturday .
but only for a while lor !!
argh !!
im so gonna miss them !!
ahaha .
but they are loves !!!
love my laopa !!
and guan zhao !
<33333
should have known them earlier .
haha .
miss them like fuck !!

hope to resolve the virus problem soon .
hais .

going to see the doctor soon .
my toe got problem again lor .
stupid
haha .
my number is 218 .
same as last week that number lor .
so coincident .
haha .


Sunday, August 26, 2007 Y 8:22 PM

freaking tired now .
had trail today .
hais .
didnt bother to shoot well today .
at first at 60 , i couldnt click my arrow .
dont know why .
so i was basically just like having arrows everywhere .
missed alot too .
later i suddenly remembered that coach mentioned why i couldnt click my arrow .
cos of my head . keep going down .
so went to change it
and can click arrows faster and grouping slightly better la .
but my score at 60m still suck .
guess i havent been training hard at 60m for a long time thats why .
i thought i would do well at 50m .
the last time i shot 50m ,
it was super good de .
but in the end , not consistent .
got one end , alot of arrows in the yellow .
but after that dont know why ,
everything went haywire again .
so didnt really bother le la .
already give up le
later was 40m .
at least i did better at 40m la .
my score at 40m win vanessa sia .
abit shocked
cos she all the while is better than me de ma .
but in the end her total score still own me la .
but i dont really care le la .
so tiring lor .
later had elimination .
i have to win this guy called lokman .
actually my score better than his .
but i dont want to shoot le .
so i basically just shoot anyhow .
haha .
then of course lose lor
but i was happy . ahahah .
cos i can rest .
was slacking for about an hour .
haha .
then later went home .
rested for a while bfore going to church .
came home for dinner .
haha
ate pizza hut .
hehe .
so so only la .
my favourite food never order .
sad sad .
but dont care .

my com tio virus now !!
fucking sia !
trying hard to fix this thing
hais


Saturday, August 25, 2007 Y 10:57 PM

haha . today got bad things and good things .
bad stuff first .
during theory lessons today , my toe suffered .
farahin was like sitting in front of me ,
then she suddenly moved her chair .
then one of the chair's leg went on top of my little toe .
damm pain i tell you .
just putting a chair's leg on your toe and applying a little pressure is pain enough .
let alone a heavy weight sitting on it .
imagaine that man .
dont know why recently got loads of problem .
seems like it started from coming back from camp feast .
the moment i went to shoot , form got serious problem .
till now also not okay .
then got so many injuries
my wrist , then my feet
when my feet is about to get okay ,
new injuries is coming up again .
hais .
how long does this have to take ??!!

but never mind .
went to watch ratatouille with samantha .
actually wanted to watch secret de .
but not showing at lot one le .
so go watch ratatouille lor !!
i tell you !!
super nice !!
love it !!
people you should go watch !!
love it like siao .
have been eyeing to watch this movie for a long time le .
it certaintly didnt disappoint me !! haha
nice !!
next up ,
i want to watch secret !!
maybe going on monday to watch
haha .
then i want to watch evan almighty !
haha .
so mant things to watch .
my pocket burn hole le .
but its worth it .
haha .

suddenly wanted to go shopping for clothes again .
but have to find time lor .
haha .
time to buy new clothes le .
haha .
yay !

tmr got trail competition le .
so scared
but coach say dont care about my new form .
just go there shoot for fun lor .
haha .
then okay lor .
haha .
hope for the best !

love ratatouille !!!


Friday, August 24, 2007 Y 8:42 PM

hate it .
why must we live up to someone's expectations .
im so sick of it .
tired and exhausted of living too .
ever wondered what heaven is like .
haha .
dont need to do anything .
peaceful and serene life .
no more work to do .
hais .
unlike now .
all i do is study and train .
hate training
my form sucked .
totally no confidence now at all .
coached changed all of my form
and i cant adapt to it
tried so many differenet forms today .
till i cant count .
im exhausted .
how long more do i have to suffer all these !!
tired .
freaking sick of it now !!
low morale now .
competition is just next week .
and cant adapt to the form i have .
how to shoot like this .
let alone get good score .
and thrash that angela .
really feel like giving up everything now .
and maybe my life too..


Thursday, August 23, 2007 Y 10:49 PM

hiya people .
yesterday stupid blog got problem .
couldnt post anything .
so i shall make it up today .

yesterday went town again ,
haha . with cho cho .
we go takashimaya there .
eat hokkaido ice cream .
super nice ! i love it .
haha . we bought a single cone each .
then after that like eat not enough sia .
so we go pepper lunch there buy caramel ice cream .
shiok .
ahaha .
super sweet i tell you .
and very cheap too ! haha
later then go buy tako pachi .
haha . yay !
super poor liao .
haha .
and growing fat too .
ahaha .
then later go see doctor .
about my feet ma .
then he say i got plaster allergy at my ankle there .
so sad sia .
cannot use cloth type plaster at my ankle there le .
then shunbian see the blister on my toe .
then lastly , my wrist
thank god my wrist got nothing wrong lor .
just strained .
after a while will okay le .
haha .
yays !
dont need to wear shoes until monday .
haha .
shall wear slippers in the meantime .
haha .

then today ,
wore slippers to school .
people started asking what happen .
haiyo .
hate it la .
repeat the same thing over again .
then later go training .
wore slippers there first .
then change to shoes .
my form totally sucked .
my confidence is low now lor .
haiyo .
must work harder le !!
jiayou ba .

tmr laopa and guan zhao's last exam paper .
haha .
yays !
hope they do well .


Tuesday, August 21, 2007 Y 10:15 PM

okay .
i dont really like today .
had hockey during pe .
actually im not allowed to play hockey .
but just played .
so in the end , it really had effect on my form during training .
my form sucked .
then coach still ask me to score .
first time i score with sucky form !
so in the end only got 251/360 for my 60m .
so lousy can .
the score is way lower than my usual .
but show coach , she say not bad for first time
then okay lor .
anyway , angela like purposely want to pressurize me .
shoot same target board with me and 60 .
somemore stand behind me .
i hate when people stand behind me shoot same board lor .
so i couldnt concentrate .
so my score not very good . but never mind lor .
next go 50m .
and again , that stupid angela see me go 50 ,
pretend want to train at 50 also .
fucking sia .
i also couldnt shoot well .
because of that bitch la .
haiyo .
then got one end she go toilet
i shoot so well sia .
2 arrows at X and 2 arrows at 10 .
good grouping sia .
but after angela came back ,
sucky again .
hais .

my feet is giving me problems !!
toe got blister now !
quite bad sia .
all red now le .
that toe .
so pain !!
then my ankle also swollen .
right after i removed my plaster .
then swell le .
now even worse
so have to see doctor tmr
in the meantime , i dont think i can wear shoes anymore
so have to wear slippers lor
bobian
i dont want !
so paiseh one can .
everyone will start asking what happen .
haiyo
hope i will have enough courage to face the whole sch's stares


Monday, August 20, 2007 Y 10:03 PM








































yays !!
love it !!

by the way , ordering new equipment again .
haha .
buying new arrows and armguard .
currently quarrelling with shawn .
cos we wanted the same colour and he dont want to have sam colour armguard as him .
but dont care .
i still want it .
actually wanted to buy two armguard .
but realised its 34 bucks each .
so still considering if i should buy extra .
i want leh .
but like that 70 bucks le .
very ex leh .
but i feel like buying sia .
dont know la .
haha .


Y 8:43 PM

oops . forgot to post yesterday .
forgot whats the reason why la .
so i shall make it up .
yesterday went church lor .
after that went for training .
waseh .
they start so early sia .
so it means that they had a early lunch .
yup . so just went to set up bow lor .
actually on sat my plunger like loose ,
wanted to ask for help , but too late le .
so decided to ask the next day .
lucky silie there , so i ask him help me tighten lor .
but he say no need de .
then i quite shocked .
he said that lose abit dont matter de .
so i believe him lor .
hes a trustworthy person . haha .

then went short distance .
realised that my wrist doesnt hurt anymore !!
haha !
super happy .
although sometimes will hurt abit la .
but very rare . ahaha .
yays ! finally recovered you can say .

so coach told me go 40m first . then at first not very good .
but after a while not bad le ! haha .
grouping quite good .
then went on to shoot 3 ends at 50m .
i thought would be sucky lor .
but when go collect, i realised it was good !
one of the best grouping i had at 50 so far .
damm happy .

you should see the look on angela's face !
haha . turn black lor .
haha ! i bet she thinks that im weak now cos i just hurt my wrist
never would she expect that i can recover so fast and can get a good grouping .
this owes to my hard work for so many months . training and improving my form !
now form good le , any distance also can shoot well .

so people , do believe that patience is the key and never give up !
with determination , anything is possible if you work hard for it !

then later go 60m .
but very sucky le .
cos raining and plus very tired .
so couldnt concentrate well .
but my form got improve according to coach .
haha . she say my releasing part no problem le !!
haha . super yayness . finally .
after training end , went to lotone .
need to buy stuff .
first went world of sports .
buy grip . my grip all dirty le .
this time chose grey colour .
can match my red inno .
haha . i think its nice !!
yay . haha .
then went mini toons buy shoelaces .
for my finger slinger .
cos also dirty le . so buy new ones . for hygiene purposes .
haha . i practise good hygiene .
fianlly went popular .
asked for glass paper went i dont even know what the fuck is that .
then the staff there also not sure
make me look like a retard la .
fucking .
so in the end just bought pen refills for my brother only .

today had quite a good day .
had maths then english .
went to itc lab for english today .
do group work . haha .
then after lesson stay back to ask ms fazlin something .
asked her for the dates for end of year exams .
need to know cos i might be leaving for bangkok for overseas competition .
most likely im going la .
then ms fazlin like so happy .
keep congratulating me .
then wanted to tell the whole class about it .
but i didnt want to . haha .
so yalor .
haha . ms fazlin is so proud me . :)
had IT training later .
surprised that actually we did that sunflower thing quite fast le .
i still thought we were slow . haha .
then have chinese .
got back papers .
paper one and two .
for paper one i got 35 out of 50 .
not bad la . haha .
but paper two not good .
just passed only .
25 out of 50 .
cos on the day i took the paper , i just came back from camp ma .
so very tired .
in my semi-consious state while doing the paper .
so didnt score well lor .
hate that bitch .
talk dont need to try to act cute right .
or try to make your lips look 'tu chu' ?
fucking i tell you .
cos you look horrible .
freak .
bitch la . bastard . @#$%

okay people . forgive me for being abit vulgar .
cant help it . cos it really makes me puke .
yucks man .
gosh , erase that fucking scene of my mind !
harmful pollutant !

siqi asked me if she should bring the harry potter book to ngee ann .
then i heard ngee ann . i thought it was ngee ann poly ma .
then i said i wanted to go with alot of enthusiasm .
then asked they go there for what .
siqi say to buy materials .
at that time i was like huh ?
the school got materials meh ?
but didnt really bother .
cos the thought of seeing laopa, guan zhao and np archers there make me so happy !!
so i still wanted to go anyway . haha .
chocho wanted to go too . so met at cck station to go there .
the people who were going was , angeline , isabel , xinxian and siqi .
at first still very excited about going to np .
made arrangements with laopa to meet him there le .
then suddenly isabel told me they were going to ngee ann city .
i was like , what the fuck .
then just go lor .
took 190 so its faster than what mr koh suggested , mrt .

went takashimaya the art friend there .
woa, there super big .
then the things quite cool .
so many art materials lor !!
haha .
after a while , went basement to eat lunch .
on the way , we took pictures outside the lift .
cos got mirror ma .
so wen went very close to it .
suddenly the lift door open sia .
then i think the woman got shocked . haha .
but i dont care .
the picture was quite nice .
took another one in the lift too .
i shall post it .
haha . then there got alot of food .
so after walking decide to eat udon .
there the food not bad !!
price quite good too . reasonable .
i damm full la .
eat also cannot finish haha .
love the potato .
its sweet ! like paste like that .
haha .
then later buy ice cream .
from the hokkaido ice cream there .
bought single scoop mik tea de !
super nice i tell you !
me and cho regretted not buying the cone one .
cos serving bigger alot .
then we missed the ice cream .
next time i want to go there buy again !
haha .
today had jap things for lunch .
haha . my wallet burn one hole le .
but i dont care .
haha
haha . then met the rest again .
after a while, we left
cos scared that got traffic jam .
but the problem was , we forgot which bus stop to go too .
so we were like , walking a big round .
we walked from taka to plaza sing la .
stupid right .
then later we realised behing taka got bus stop .
we walked so much for nothing .
but never mind lor .
take it as exercise .
haha . then went home le lor .
thats all .
still abit sad didnt meet my laopa !
very long never see him le .
miss him !! and guan zhao too !
and of course the rest of the np archery people !!
but pesta sukan can see them le !!
haha !
yays !!
i want to watch movies !!
rushhour3 , bu neng shuo de mi mi and ratatouille !!


Saturday, August 18, 2007 Y 10:16 PM

got ncc training at 8 today .
earlier by half an hour lor .
almost overslept .
haha .
the pt wasnt that tough .
i didnt do pumping today
haha .
cos of my injured wrist .
so have to do sit ups all the way .
hell sia . stomach cramp now .
but its okay .
later had footdrills .
haha . actually did in parade square .
but suddenly had heavy rain .
damm heavy lor .
so went to canteen to do .
i think not bad sia .
then my section touch abit on command and control .
but later the district commander came .
so have to stop that .
cannot sia suay ma .
should be ba .
then got two people fall out .
then the rest of us continue with footdrills .
then suddenly sir ask me to fall out .
dont know for what sia .
so just go lor .
then on the way, he told me im gonna have a interview with the district commander .
scare me sia .
then i ask the sir why chose me .
then he say im one of the best .
crap la .
then when go there realise got so more people there .
group interview much better .
so the district commander just ask some questions and stuff lor .
told us some extra stuff too .
got leadership camp coming up .
5 boys and 5 girls will be selected .
and you know what , it would be help at ngee ann polythectnic
haha !
np leh !!
haha !
im abit crazy over that la .
but i hope i can go for the camp .
good exposure .
then he got say about overseas expedition too .
quite fun sia .
then they got touch on punishment part .
haha .
no need to do pumping anymore !!
haha . yay !
then should be all .
then later got games .
super boring .
but its okay .

then later go for archery lor .
asked coach george to help me tune my plunger .
cos coach screwed it up .
so ya lor .
later shoot short distance again .
cos of my wrist .
but now its better le la !
alot .
hope can shoot 30 or 40 tmr .
angela also taking part in the competition sia !!
must thrash her !!
its definetly a must .
i shall see her cry when i trash her !
haha .


Friday, August 17, 2007 Y 10:18 PM

had guitar lessons today .
haha . at least the group has some improvement now la .
can play better, faster and coordination is definitely better alot .
quite okay la .
although i hope they would be faster.
but some things cant be rushed .
let things take its own nature .
or whatever that phrase is .

later had training .
gosh . it got worser now lor .
so sad .
my wrist !!
haiyo .
got competition 2 weeks later leh !!
how can i do it like that ??
and , angela is taking part .
have to make sure i thrash her totally .
jiayou ba !

talked to roger just now .
haha . long time never chat le .
and chat for quite long too .
haha . hope to see him again !!
that would be next year la .
hope to see a brand new roger .
haha .
a slimer one, a more handsome one too !
haha . wonder if hes reading this .
jiayou ba roger !

jiayou to laopa and guan zhao too .
last year le .
so have to chiong everything .
study study and study .
wish everything goes out fine for them .

and me too . hais .
is everything gonna be alright ?


Thursday, August 16, 2007 Y 9:34 PM

haiyo !!
why must all bad things happen at a go ??!!
during training today i think i pulled a vessel .
at my wrist there de .
when i want to pull that bow , then heard a piak sound at my wrist the vessels there .
scare me .
thought i broke my vessel or what sia .
then i try to pull my bow again , then pain .
even more scared .
didnt dare to shoot already .
told coach .
luckily want to end training liao .
so i ended abit earlier lor .
then rest .
coach told me if its still pain tmr ,
just shoot short distance or 30 .
hopefully everything will be alright tmr .

oh gosh .
owe alot of english homework .
the blog thing !!
help me man !!
gosh gosh !

been kind of unlucky these days .
dont know why
maybe is i zi zhao one ?
hope that everything will be fine .
though i know that it would not be so simple ...


haha . its my 100 post now .
finally .
i know its very slow la .
but i dont care .


Y 8:46 PM

WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING ???!!!
i really regretted what i did !!!
argh !!!
it was really pure accident !!
okay i know i broke my promise ,
but it wasnt really on purpose .
cos i had to prove that its not you talking to him .
i knew you wouldnt like me passing off as you right ?
that would have been worse .
i had to prove that its really me .
so i had no choice but to add him .
i know you trust me alot la .
then i misuse it .
this is my fault , sorry .
but it wasnt intentional .
really .
i know you wouldnt trust me that much again .
but at least forgive me about this incident ?
you want me to cut off contact with him also can .


Tuesday, August 14, 2007 Y 6:41 PM

back from camp feast !
haha . quite a good experience .
there were schoold from ,
fuhua , fairefield , river valley , cresent , new town , commonwealth .
lucky got farahin same group as me .
so i not so lonely .
made friends with other people too .

first activity we had yesterday was ,
those ice breakers activity . got this rope in the middle of the 'river filled with crocodiles'
so we had to find a way to get the rope and get to the other side of the river .
cannot drop into the river .
haha . i think we are smart .
3 girls took out their uniform top . shirt la . inside got another tee . dont think wrong way .
then swing it and got hold of the rope . haha . so pro sia .
very fast got it .
then first got this guy from fuhua swing there first .
damm pro la he . can swing and land properly .
pei fu .
it was a fun experienec .

then later is the giant finger .
must get the tyre into the long wooden rod .
without touching the wood lor .
hate this .
but never mind .

then later had lunch .
the lunch was sucky la !!
horrible .
guan zhao's brother cheat my feelings .
he said it was nice .
yup, it was very 'nice'
i love it .

later had archery .
sucky sia .
the instructors like go through wrong training like that .
they taught the people barebow .
then like that there should be two fingers spacing below the arrow .
but they taught the fingers between arrow . which is for sight .
this will cause the arrow to go higher .
haha . then the sir never teach them how to knock the arrow .
like put the bow on your shoe first .
but dont care lor .
his commands also wrong .
the commands like given for rifle shooting one la .
haiyo . but dont care .
then when my turn to shoot , i put the bow down on my shoe before knocking ma .
then one of the sirs , which is cute asked me if i shoot before .
haha . so smart . he said he saw i put bow on shoe .
good inferential skills .
haha . then tlak to him abit .
told him the techniques of pulling wrong and stuff .
then somehow he managed to find out im in the nationals .
then told another sir . the older one .
then later got another round .
then i accidently shoot without waiting for command .
accident lor .
cos normally command is shoot . then just knock and shoot .
this time is must knock , then wait for command to shoot .
but i subconsiously shoot .
then what the hell lor .
he said , he think you can use national the name ah .
then i was like , what the hell . accidently ma .
then after that he suddenly friendly to me ask me about archery .
how long i have been shooting and stuff .
but i prefer the cuter sir .
haha .
that cute sir told me got another officer elder sister is national team also .
but i have no impression of senior archer with the surname tan .
hais . never mind . haha .

then later was paintball war .
haha . the aiming thing not accurate one .
i didnt hit anyone i suppose .
so sad . but lucky i never got hit la . haha .
heard it was quite pain .

after that was flying fox .
4 storeys high leh .
on top i scared abit lor .
scared to jump off .
then when i was about to jump off , i slowed down .
then jump .
then i hit my butt .
pain sia .
the i went backwards before turning back again .
it was then i realised that got no thrill sia .
the thrill and phobia is at jumping down only .
then when go down , the wind like not strong .
hais .
but , it was quite a good experince .
tried something new and something i've been afraid of for long .
ahaha .

then later after dinner got camp feast night .
boring sia .
even the game that they organise also boring .
its dog and bone .
boring sia .
but good la .
at least dont have to think of presentation to present .

then had supper
and went to bathe .
bathe leh , then got some briefing then can go back bunk .
haha . go beds .
all the while its floor and sleeping bag .
haha . quite okay la . just that its double decked and i had no choice but to sleep on top .
then the bed quite shaky lor . squeak in the middle of the night sia
haha . but never mind .

then next day morning had physical training .
haha . so slack one .
really leisure one sia .
not tough . pump very little . haha .
in short , everything to do very little only .
run quite okay lor . but halfway farahin not feeling well .
so i take care of her .
so dont need run .
haha .

then later had breakfast .
haha . i only like the breakfast .
got onion rings , hot dog bun , hashbrown and chicken sticks .
i dont like the hashbrown .
like biscuit like that . the chicken stick also quite hard .
but okay la .
i ate almost all of them .
yays . haha .

then activities again .
had repelling or absailing la .
this time got trail one lor . like the first level let you try how to put your legs, hold your ropes and stuff .
then later went to 4th storey to try .
like no kick sia .
haha . but still not bad la .
i was quite relaxed when going down .
remember first time i did , i panicked la .
haha .

then last activity was rock climbing .
alamak .
failure la that .
i only climbed about 1/4 .
cos the rocks like very spread out .
and the rocks are like very hard to grab .
i hold awhile then lose grip liao .
so gave up .
very tired after two long days .
so no energy .
and i was trembling at my hands and legs lor .

later went for lunch again .
had to march from one place to another one sia .
but very fun !
i like .
the lunch suck again .
hais . but just eat lor .
the sauce is always nice .
for lunch and dinner .
so i only like that .
after lunch its like free time in our bunks lor .
clear up and stuff .
then we slack and talked .
kind of miss them now .
haha .

later got certificate and a picture .
the pic not good one sia .
so blur .
haiyo .
only can see the outline of everyone .

haha .
anyway , its glad to be back home !!
i miss everyone !
espcially my mushroom at home
as well as my laopa , guan zhao and many more .
not to forget my must haves ,
ipod , handphone and computer .
haha .




Sunday, August 12, 2007 Y 9:03 PM

nothing much happened today. went to church . had lessons .
but stella lor , never come !!
then so bored .
then slept through the class for one hour .
haha first time sia .
later go mass then have lunch .
after lunch collected my new contact lenses .
came home and started packing my bad for camp tmr .
haha . im kind of looking forward to it .
heard got activities like ,
abseiling, canoeing, paint gun war and archery .
touch abit about the paint gun war .
heard its something like the rifle got air pressure one . use to shoot people .
like very pain .
but like very fun !!!
i will make sure people kana more than me !!
yeah !! haha .
then got archery .
my senior tell me to do well .
but hais .
its barebow !!
i scared malu sia .
cos i forgot how to shoot barebow le .
2 years leh .
just try lor .
haha .
looking forward !!
and , can anyone help me with the homework part ?
thanks !!

the long awaited camp feast !!
it would be from monday to tuesday .
dont miss me people !!
i will be back on wednesday !
haha

ohya . chocho !
dont sad le !!
haha .
not worth it .
although i hope that your bai ma wang zi wont come .
haha !



Saturday, August 11, 2007 Y 9:47 PM

freak off a hell day today .
my day did not start right in the morning already .
no ncc training today ma . so went for acrhery .
then eat the donuts i bought yesterday .
ate the orange white chocolate first .
then i not full .
so tried the kaya white chocolate .
then make me feel so bloated and so sian of the taste .
then at the range , feel like vomitting already .
then couldnt concentrate well lor .
until lunch that time then i felt better .
but when go back , very tired .
so shoot 50m . then talk to shawn alot .
haha .
then we commented on how 'good' angela is .
haha
she so pro .
shoot arrows damm good sia .
haha .
but after a while , freaking tired already .
then start to slack more and more .
then couldnt click my arrow .
then because of this my form not good .
then make my arrow rest spoil .
so coach use super glue .
to not let the glue affect my plunger , she took it off .
then realise got something wrong with the plunger .
so she dismantled everything and put them back .
then if like this , must tune again ma . or if not my arrow flight not straight .
but she dont care , just ask me go shoot .
she i just go lor .
then i realise my shots all go right and i confirm its because of my plunger
so went to tell coach .
she tell me dont care sia
how can i not care .
but i cannot do any other thing ma
so no choice .
it was so demoralising to know that you are sucky beacuse of a plunger
then i couldnt take it
then cry alot of times .
but nobody saw that .
haha . dont care le .
then later i told coach again .
and finally she bothered .
its better now .
but still not perfect .
i think i go ask silie for help .
haha .
then go learn also .

haha . wore my new nike shoes today .
tohjin commented that it was cool .
haha .
then after that he asked if it was real nikes
like , what the hell .
its real of course .
i dont wear fakes .
then i go ask silie for his comment .
then he say abit .
cos the cutting is small .
then he told me to go make it dirty .
then it would look nicer .
haha .
i love my shoes !!

camp feast coming le .
on monday and tuesday .
hais . hope its not very tiring .
i heard its sort of leisure de .
so i can put my mind at east .
hope for the best ba .
packing my bag tmr .
haha .
looking forward .




Friday, August 10, 2007 Y 10:52 PM

didnt go for training today .
haha ! went out with sam the whole day .
first we went to queensway to shop for my shoe .
then sam shun bian buy shoe bag and shorts .
walk at queensway so long , never see one shoe that i really really like .
so go eat lunch firs lor .
after that conitnue walking .
i walk until dulan .
cos couldnt find one , and plus , got time constrain .
must go buy donut later ma .
then went into this small shop .
then saw this damm cool nike shoe .
got wordings one .
fell in love with it .
then i asked for my size .
but dont have !!
which makes me more pek cek .
that shoe so nice lor !! until now i still prefer that .
i cant believe that thats an old model can .
its so nice la !!!
even sam also wanted to buy that .
but not my size means i cannot wear . so too bad .
then i had no choice but to settle for others .
actually wanted to get out of that shop and see others lor ,
but i paiseh and very lazy .
so chose other design .
then i saw another one not bad .
orange nike sign .
but , to my dismay ,
also dont have my size !!
what the hell .
so i chose the green colour one lor .
no choice .
abit too white ,
but never mind la .
dont care already .
just buy that .
the original price was 105 .
but the woman gave me discount of 10 bucks
so become 95
i thought it was a good bargain sia .
then quite happy .
then took bus to suntec city .
went to nike shop to look around .
then i spotted the shoe i just bought and looked at the price tag .
what the hell man !!
it was 89 dollars !!
waste my money !!
i thought queensway would be cheaper !!
i never want to go there buy shoe again .
unless got design that outside dont have .
haiyo
heart pain .
then later walk go donut factory buy donuts .
what the hell sia .
i dont know what to chose .
so just queue first lor
we queued for like 45 mins
which was quite acceptable .
then later call my mum to decide on order .
waseh . damm confusing sia .
then took me a long time to decide what i wanted .
see my face can tell i stressed up le lor .
haiyos .
then i thought my order would be quite shunli .
cos i planned what i wanted to say .
5 of each for mint chocolate and double chocolate,
2 of each for orange white chocolate and kaya white chocolate
one of each for the rest other than peanut something and coffee something one .
quite easy right .
but it was a total screw up .
the woman thought i wanted repeated order for 5 of each for mint chocolate and mint chocolate and the 2 of each for orange white chocolate and kaya white chocolate .
that was when i panick abit .
then later i told her the one of each thing .
i counted properly .
it added to 24 donuts exactly ma .
but i was told i have 3 more available slots .
which make me scared la .
then i just anyhow chose .
later i realied that the woman only gave me what was on display .
which was like fucking .
but whats over is over .
so dont care le .
i dont want to order 24 donuts by myself ever again .
later went to the wallet shop to buy my pencil case .
haha .
i chose damm fast la .
about 5 mins only
not like sam , look and look and look
take so long .
buy finish le then go back lor .
we took bus 61 cos we didnt want to take train . very pack ma .
then we still take donut .
scared squashed .
but i realise that 61 very long !! went in cirlcles like that .
but i dont really care .
on the way , talk to sam about alot of stuff .
haha . quite meaningful things la .
thats all for today .
ohya , look at this phrase:
we do the physics, you do the running; just do it
any recollections ?
haha . dont think so . cos i added the slogans from addias and nike together .
so cool hor ?
i love it .

We do the physics , you do the running; just do it