i flung my maths common test !! so sad . then i started crying in the middle of maths class . first time i broke down . so stressful !! then i went crazy . then after school go long johns eat . then saw sec one diao me . damm kanasai la . keep staring . i look at them already still continuing satring . idiot . must do that idiot dnt mood board now .


for the archery competition , got a silver medal . individual ranking top 5 . not bad right . haha . but its bad for me . shoot in the rain on saturday . finally get rid of my phobia of shooting in the rain . yays . haha . my poins enough to have a junior badge award . so happy . maybe got chance to be in national team also . but i don't want . must train everyday . so crazy .
went to see mr kong yesterday. he say can have extra cca points for archery . haha . so happy !!!! he interested in having archery as enrichment lesson . so cool . then i will be the senior liao . haha . but not confirmed yet . so cannot be too happy . got pissed off with that beatrice yesterday. keep giving lame exuse so that she don't need to stay back to do science project . damm idiot la . so went to find mr seah . but saw ms fazlin first . so ask her for help lor . she clever . in the end beatrice stay back . but she also never do anything . like decoration there only .
today got sciece common test . i think i will fail . after all the hard work . so idiot ! i lost my ruler . make me panic during the test . in the end i lost six marks cause i draw the diagram wrongly . then the pholem and xylem also . at first i wrote the functions correctly . but i went to change it . arghs . i feel like going crazy now !!!!! then got story telling workshop . so boring . hate the teacher . speak so soft cannot even hear what she say .
must do that idiot dnt homework already . tmr got maths test . arghs .all these test are driving me crazy !!!!!!!


tmr competition . so nervous . hope i can do well . today found out that i flung my maths common test !!!! my english also below 20 marks . argh !!! so sad ! i expected to get 20 and above one lor . try harder next time ...


yays ! i got into guitar !!!!!
so happy !!!!
in the same group as charmaine . but also got that idiot nigel . wah lau .
but never mind . can buy new guitar . so happy ! need to do maths . bye .


so long no update liao . so busy these few weeks .
saturday go training . haha . so fun . especially drills . i timing lor . surprising that i can shout so loud . haha . oh . then i was made to climb over the wall . wah lau . sratch myself lor . then my new shoe also got _ what is that word ? scratch ? maybe . so xintong lor . then got ifc . i hate it . i think i slightly alergic to that idiot grass . make my face so itchy . idiot .
sunday go church . start of new chathetism class . so boring one . i don't like the new teacher . make us wear nametags . then go group us somemore . last time that shawn also . but never ask us sit accordingly . then this teacher make us sit according lor . so idiotic . luck michelle in my group . but she always read book one . then the other melissa foo talk until so loud . make my ear so pain . wah lau . kanasai . then go attend mass . so lonely . i sit by myself . then charlotte see me like so shock . haha . after mass go archery lor . wah . so many people sia . heard is from bangkok one . our club so popular . haha . so many people come here train . got acjc , njc , ngee ann poly , pjc still got more but dunno where they from . i don't have consistent grouping . so sad . my train more on my form . but no tinme liao . next week got competition . most get my sight right . hope is 3 lor . this time must win trophy ! and medal too ! hope i get gold medal . haha . i have one already but not really fair . so this time hope can winm fair and square . yays . got angela in my team . but still got one more girl dunno who . heard is new girl . disastrous . hope she can do well also . then win samantha's team . haha . then got bow training . so tough !!!! need to pull the bow for thirty seconds lor. must do about five sets . so tiring . i use my left hand pull somemore . my left hand is weak one lor . i almost dryfire . scare me la . then i have to go pumping position but must balance on my right hand . wah lau . shaking like shit lor . then need to do pumping somemore . but used to it liao .
today got pe . so shiok . haha . i love it . damm idiot lor . the aesthetics thing got problem lor . that idiot website thing got problem . in the end is like lucky draw . damm kanasai la . see whether i lucky not lor ...


back from camp ! so happy ! the camp not very fun leh . only kayaking fun . haha . but i got hit when we were doing raft up . now got bruise on my cheek so pain . then abseiling . whoa . i go up that time so scared la . i was like , oh my god , oh my god , oh my god .they ask me stand at the metal pole that time i look down . whoa ,make me feel giddy . then say what i hold the rope too tight liao . but when i want to stop myself hor , cannot leh . i was sliding down all the time la . i think i got ju gao zhen . haha . actually wanted to do flying fox one . but not enough time . rock climbing also . i think i cannot even pass three metre la . then wanted to do challenge rope . but that stupid rain came . campfire not fun one . the campfire so small . the church camp one even bigger . then the cheer also better . not like this camp . the camp lack the kind of camp spirit . i go church camp hor , although not much friends i still feel like i in camp because everyone participate . Ncc camp also . although its tiring . they give shower time so little . 5 mins leh . take of clothing ,dry yourself and wear your clothes back take about 2-3 mins already la . then how to shower like that . in the end i didn't shower at all during these three days . haha . break my record . last time ncc camp hor i got shower but on the last day i still stink . the sweat smell so strong . but this time it didn't . so surprising . then the pt like shit . only do budda clap and you call that a morning exercise . its supposed to be for an hour according to the programe but dunno why less than half an hour only . the dorm quite ok la . but abit stuffy . no fan one . then the areoplane keep flying pass . so noisy . then some people keep talking and talking damm noisy la . i couldn't sleep because of them and got woken up by them . wah lau . the food quite ok . the serving not too much so i can finish . haha . don't taste horrible also .
whoa , i complain so much about the camp. haha . so tired now . wanna go sleep . but my chinese haven't finish la . must chong already . monday must hand up .