its true. hell broke lose . i cannot take it already . shoot for two full days cannot take it liao how to cotinue for the rest of the month ? too tired to blog liao .anyway received prsents from the people they brought from korea . so far i got chocolates , three keychains and two pair of socks . haha . i heard still got two more . yay . haha . thanks people !!



sian . hate holidays . have to do hoilday homework . not fun . so bored now . no choice have to do . or if not tmr got training liao . sure not enough time de . hais . better start doing now ...


damm sian now . i dont feel like doing hw lor . but if now never do dono when have time to do liao . aiya . dont care la . haha . boring . that idiot shawn tay last minute tell me he cannot go welcome them liao . then i have to go alone la . very sian one leh . what the hell . arghs .


yay !!! they are coming back today !! so happy !! finally !!
so excited . haha . going to welcome them later . with sam and shawn . bought something for vanessa yesterday . keychains her favourite . hope she like it lor . its damm cute la . i love it . looking forward to the presents they bought me also . haha . so greedy . but when coach come back it means that hell isgoingto start again . the gates are open tmr . ahhh . no more slacking . and worse of all , we cannot go for the malaysia trip liao . it was cancelled !! so sad lor . i have been looking forward to it for like so long . then when want to reach that date already they said it was cancelled . what the hell . damm sad . but never mind la . yay !!! they are coming back !!


i miss my phone !! now the phone that im using suck la . no message counter . like that i sure overuse one lor . die la . i hate the phone that i have now !! my mum say cannot buy new phone already . sad . luckily sintel help me replace my sim card . or if not i dont know what will happen . school holiday already . damm shiok . haha . im free for the whole day today . not going training . my body aching all over . too pain liao . so tmr then go lor . gosh slack liao . dont care la . rest now lor . coach come back aready then push myself again .
now i know what i want for birthday liao . a new phone !!! anyone wanna buy that for me ??


ahhh ! so sad !!! today I LOST MY PHONE !! what the hell lor . damm sad la . but not very sad atually . dont know why . but i will lose all my contacts . hate it . damm . now have to start asking poeple for their contacts again . fuck la . why must this happen to me ???? i thought hat today as a good day lor . went rock climbing today . it was such an accomplishment lor . my first time climbing today , and i managed to reach the top !!! super yayness !! haha . i tried like many times lor . first time i halfway then cannot liao . then i change lane try . it was more difficult . so paiseh . then i requested for another change of lane . the rocks there were easier to grip . so in the end i managed to reach the top . haha . so lesson learnt today . perserverance pays off . hope my mum dont scold me like hell for losing my phone . last day of school today . haha . holidays are starting ! looking forward ! packed my wadrobe today . it was overcrowded la . so started taking ou the clothes that i dont wear anymore . and i realised that i have more unwanted clothes lor . what the hell . that means can buy more clothes liao . going out on june 4 . yay .


nothing happened much in school today . everything went fine lor . didnt have training today again . thelast time i shoot was on sat . i yst got go one lor . but no one was there . and the door was locked . my bowcase inside the room what . so no choice cannot shoot . today also the same . oh man . how to train like that ? after coach come back from korea sure scold me like hell one lor . sad . i miss the team !!! still have 5 more days ! so sad . hais . time , please pass quickly...


i hate it when there are no classes afterexam . so boring . gosh . i almost slept through the whole day today lor . so bring . i rather have lessons . hais . yay . school holidays are staring soon ! look forward man . everyday is closer to 28 . yay . the team is coming back from korea !! finally !! but im a little woried . i didnt seem to train at all lor . so slack . my form still not good . only my phobia like gone . better train hard tmr . actually went for training today . but the club closed . so cannot train . no choice . then go shop with samantha . haha . we went crazy lor . we played with soft toys at the shops . then we laugh like siao . haha . damm fun . looking forward to 28 !!! going out with samantha first . going far east buy her shorts . then we go airport welcome the team back . yay . so happy . i already decided what to wear lor . hehe . june 4 would be fun too ! going out with cho and sam . yay . that one then is the fun one .
6 more days to may 28 !!!


weee . had a good day yesterday . haha . was so happy . my mum brought me to town to shop . hehe . i think she ate the wrong medcine yesterday . i bought up to a total of 150 bucks she also never complain . haha . its good .
today actually forgot got photo taking session . then when i walk to school that time saw someone with a tie the i realise . i rush home to take it la . what the hell . make me sweat so much . in the morning got the briefing on cultral fiesta . what the hell lor . this ya its in the morning . and the school go smarter . they put all the interesting activities at the back . so we would not pon . haiyo . no choice . after that got guitar performance . i think only one or two group good . the rest suck la . haha . i'm not trying to say that i'm very good or what lor . but their standard really cannot make it . the sec3 very good . after recess then go back class slack . ms fazlin came in and showed us our results . then she told me how would my mother react . i said my mum just said okay . and ms fazlin went 'huh' so loudly lor . haha . but really must back up liao lor . hais . how can i find time ???
saw coach jaffar today in school . supposed to have archery for sec 3 today . but don't know why the sec 3 didnt come . make coach jaffar wait like for half an hour . then i go help him find for mr kong . call his extension number no one pick up . so i ask him to go office check . knn la . i think the office dont even care about him can . what the fuck . after a long wait they told him to go canteen wait . then wait for so long somemore . then after that i realise that mr kong wasnt even in school today . its like if teacher never come school office should know what . then when coach jaffar ask still have to wait so long . what the hell . i pity coach lor . come all the way here then have to make a wasted trip . hais .
anyway . went to watch blades of glory with cho and samantha today . damm funy lor. but got something eerie . i went to the toilet hor . then heard the door banging . i thought got people come in also . but when i went out of the cubicle , i realise that there was no one . scared me like hell . then all the while when i was watching the movie i keep hearing the door baging . i was like damm scared . cho cho was even worse . i never want to seat near there anymore .
went to but ear ring with cho today . haha . bought a silver one . then i bought 2 more mickey studs . hehe . i seem to go crazy on buying ear studs recently . haha . now i want mickey ones . yay . going buy tmr .


had a hellish time today .
went to mac ritchie to trek . the first part was damm horrible la . have to walk on those rocky path . i walk until one km cannot take it already lor . but no choice have to continue . walk walk walk . until three km then can finally take break . after that even worse . have to walk to a don't know what tower la . luckily not compulsory to go up the tower . or if not i die . its seven stories high la . then my legs turn jelly liao . so i just took a break at the bottom of the tower . after that even worse . have to climb up a slope . and its really steep . could feel the gravity pulling me down as i climbed . i was like going to die . could feel my leg muscles stretching like hell . i was like gapsing for air . can die lor . i never want to go there trek again . then walk all the way to the tree top walk . walk across the bridge . then enjoy the scenery lor . after that when going out that time was horrible . we have to climb many flights of stairs . and then go down more stairs . my legs almost gave way can . walk walk walk . then reach a part where theres sun and green grasses . haha . i livened up . then started to walk faster . walk until i catch up with the person in front . damm pro hor . overtook many people lor . hehe . accomplishment . then i was one of the first few who reached the destination . yay ! happy . but damm tiring . my whole shirt soaked la . i don't want to go there again already . or else will die .
recently , me and cho seemed to have got hooked up on buying earstuds . we buy one almost every day la . hehe . so fun lor . i wish i have loads of money . then can buy everything . yay .


damm sad la . just received my results . very unexpected . got good things and bad things . i got A1 for my science . haha . and for my maths too !!! damm happy la . but i underperform for my english and history . die lor . my english got C5 . ms fazlin beat me leh . ahh . damm pain lor . my history got 73 . which A2 . that sucks la . i was aiming for A1 . ms koh gave me a consistency award . haha . yay .the rest of the result quite okay la . my class ranking drop again . now become 13 . sian lor . lst year i was 4 . drop double la !!! fuck man . i hate this feeling . got stupid trekking tmr . have to go already .


haha . had fun yesterday . went jurong entertaintment centre watch spiderman 3 with samantha , vanessa , contessa , shawn . dayyan , assad and abi . i was late lor . that stupid maths trail la . end late . have to chiong all the way there lor . then when go into the cinema that time so dark lor . then couldnt see anything . i almost fell lor . haha . then hor i didn't see a drink at my seat there . wa lau . then i sit down lor . in the end you would know what happen . wasted the drink . my shirt and skirt all wet lor . watch watch watch . after 2 hours i still think that the show is boring . the last 30 mins then okay la . not say very nice also . lucky i never pay for the ticket . so not worth it . if you are thinking to watch that . i strong recomend you not to . its not even nice at all . when go out of the cinema that time vanessa realise she lost her wallet . then we find everywhere lor . but couldnt find . took about half an hour lor . in the end we go report loss . she damm sad lor . inside her wallet got 50 bucks . if its me i will cry liao . 50 bucks is alot lor . went pizza hut eat dinner . shawn treat . we have 70 bucks to spent . we didnt order any sides lor . at first the meal total up to 67.90 de . then we thought okay . but the the bill came. i shock lor . we forgot about the GST and service charge . haha . extra 10 bucks . we dont care lor . me, sam and tessa go take soup . then samantha damm funny lor . she like don't know how to take like that . she pour until the soup can scald her hand . haha . in the end i did everything .then the pizza come . assad damm funny . dont know how to use fork and knife . i was laughing all the while . he use fork on right hand knife on left hand . then he cannot cut . haha . so shawn teach him . after that even more funny . first he use knife on right hand to cut . cut already change hand . use fork on right hand to eat . haha . then he also don't know how to take pizza one . take until the pizza overturn on his plate . samantha even worse . she cut the pizza and take it overturned . hahaha . then i help her lor . haha . then we eat and talk very loud . so paiseh lor . samantha and abi play food fight . if at home maybe can . we are at public place lor . aiyo . eat finish shawn say want to go arcade . but he broke liao . so have to borrow 5 bucks from me . but i refused . then he so desprate la . he say he pay me back $7 . haha . at first i still don't want lent der . then he keep bugging me . so no choice . i cannot go in lor . in school uniform . sian . have to wait outside . play play play . then went back at 10 . haha . quite fun yesterday .


went back to school do dnt just now . waited for mr loh like for 20 mins . wah lau . damm long la . wait until sweat like heal lor . so hot . next time should come later . i thought we will take a long time to finsh he thing . in the end do until 9 plus finish liao . haha . so fast . cho cho never come school today . she sick . so sad . i miss my cho cho . damm bored today lor . she never come . CHOCHO ! MUST GET WELL SOON !
damm pissed on saturday . during lunch time walk to greenridge with fellow archers . then got one auntie ride bicycle . so me and samantha give way lor . then she hit me . then i just said ouch and looked at her . she like not happy like that stare at me lor . then i just don't care and continue walking . samantha not happy with her then she shout hit people don't know how to say sorry ah . then the woman like very angry . then she shout back who was the one who never say sorry first . she say until like its my fault like that . fuck la . then she ask us to stop and ask for samantha name . we don't care and continue walking . then she ride her bike came after us . then no choice must stop lor . she started scolding us . say what never see her bike got so many things don't know how to give way . never use our brain . what lor . she is not supposed to ride bicycle on the pavement lor . fuck . but i didn't say . don't want to quarrel . we wearing the singapore archery shirt . so must watch our manners . then i just say sorry la . then i thought can go . then she don't want let us go . so samantha say sorry . actually can go one lor . then the rest gong gong stand there . so in the end let that woman scold us somemore la . then she demand for samantha name, school and ic number . idiot lor . no choice give . but samantha don't want give ic . then the woman like want to force her give like that . then cindy help her . she tell the woman that she doesnt want to give her personal particulars . and she already gave her name and school . so can check . the woman bo bian say okay lor . then like that la . FUCKING PISSED WITH HER . next time i see her again she die already .



yay !!! last paper today ! physics was okay . i know how to do all of the questions . haha . got some i not very sure . my hand cramp like siao now . damm pain . after that how to shoot . gosh . coach bringing my arrows and clicker today for me . haha . yay . excited . yesterday almost broke down . i draw my bow halfway the release liao . don't know why . suddenly feel very scared . in the end do bow training . hais . now my determination like not very strong liao . last time i tell myself to hold there at least can . now cannot liao . my physcological barrier still very hard to break . i don't dare to aim the yellow . don't know why . oh man . have to keep trying . i must do it . maybe cos these few days exam so stressed . now end liao have to push myself . i have to do it . or if not die liao . forever stuck at short distance . shawn already shoot 50m liao . ahh . everyone seem to be progressing lor . so i must also catch up . go go go ! miss the old days at faac . used to have alot of people training there . everyone talk to each other have fun . want to take break then take together then talk talk talk . so fun . feel a sense of togetherness lor .like one big family like that . go competition even more fun . love that the most . don't know when we can have that again . i want to go back faac ! but cannot . now in national team the atmosphere like very tense ? something like that . just shoot shoot shoot . cannot take break . cannot talk loudly . everyone like no togetherness like that . although got talk but they are just like only friends . unlike faac . like one whole family . everyone like your brothers and sisters . oh man . i'm crying now . i want to go back faac . now faac very quiet already lor . roger, glen all these people go ns liao . i miss roger man . i still remember that time go competition that time he always keep us entartained during lunch break . with all his silly jokes and games . love that . wonder when will that happen again . that competition is very memorable lor . until now still can remember . i love faac . i think that is the only place i feel i belong . can't wait for monday . going with all those faac people watch spiderman 3 . haha . should be fun . looking forward to it !!


maths paper yst was okay . didn't know how to do some though . but should be ok la . can pass . today got science bio and chem . i freaked out la . i forgot to bring calculator . must check the Rf value for the chromatography thing . i was panicking all the way lor . luckily no need divide until so difficult . the bio paper quite ok la . but got some difficult words . see already don't understand . so have to just guess lor . no choice . chem even worse . more difficult . some i don't even know what they hell they asking . so just anyhow do lor . write crap . haha . seems like cannot go triple science class liao . science must get A1 leh . how to get . anyway i also not interested in that class . i want the combined humans one . haha . i think i can get into that . hehe . going archery later . i think can stay full day ba . physics quite easy . anyway mr koh also got tell us what will he be testing ma . should be easy . just have to memorise the formula . which i already know . haha . must do well tmr . yay ! going play maggie market liao . should be quite fun . haha . i'm childish . so old liao still play this kind of game . but who cares ...


had lit paper today . damm difficult la . didn't have enough time to think about the answers . in the end just did everything according to my memory . die already lor . got alot of things cannot remember . die die die . i think i can pass . but cannot do well . damm . i was aiming for A1 actually . seems like now i'm thousand miles away from that . hope everything goes well lor . tmr paper 2 for maths . don't know what to study leh . i seem to know everything liao . so decided to just revise . after that going for archery . so excited . haha . cos can use my inno riser liao . hehe . maybe cabbing there . have to bring alot of things ma . then i no hand carry . so my dad gave me 10 bucks . haha . go eat with cho , choonyong and sean just now . wa lau . the food damm ex la . spent 7 bucks lor . my wallet got one hole already . sad . now must take money from my savings for lunch later . sad . better go revise liao . after go archery no time already . Archery Archery Archery . hehe .


was fucking pissed just now . tried logging in for like half an hour just now ? didn't know what happen . now i'm happy and sad . first , i got my bow liao !! haha . so happy . it cost a bomb lor . must treat it like my baby already . got scratch confirm i scream der . then got my sight , bowcase , fingertab and stabiliser . but in the end almost all my order wrong . my sight give me lefthander when i'm a right . then the length of my stabiliser all wrong . have to wait again . my bowcase also the same . wrong order . i ordered Win&Win . i was given cartel . damm . in the end have to use that cartel bowcase . i regretted not ordering metal case la . its so much better and nicer . sad sad sad . and have to cut all the foam myself . waste 2h of my time . but quite fun la . haha . and i think i lost my stringer . ahh . so sad . don't know where the hell i put it . i just realised it today la . fuck . these few days don't know why bad things happen . never mind . shall stop complaining liao .
saturday was so fun ! went for farewell dinner . it was for all archers from thailand , malaysia , philiphines , indonesia and of course singapore . haha . you people must be thinking why so many many archers from different countries come for a dinner . cos there was a south-east asian archery competition here . something like that . the dinner was to thank everyone for coming and saying goodbye to foreign archers lor . something like that . made friends with people from indonesia and philiphines . haha . coach george said it was a good thing to know people from other countries cos they would be our future competitors . haha . so me , samantha , vanessa , contessa and eddy decided to go but things for them . as farewell gift for them . then we go take neoprint also . haha . we forced eddy to take with us . damm retarded la . but it was fun . then we take bus go cdans . wait for silie there . samantha so funny la . she tell silie he look nicer in jeans . but true la . hehe . then we go to the restaurant together . sat on same table with brandon , silie , eddy , dayyan , assaud , abi , vanessa , contessa and samantha . just sat down realised that it was cold . didnt bring jacket . freeze throught lor . eat second dish then wilson tell me he coming . then have to squeeze one seat in for him . then silie ask me to keep the sharkfin soup and few pieces of duck meat for him . haha . so considerate . but when wilson come everything cold liao . so didnt eat . then he brought an arrow cum pen for leina . a girl from philiphines . haha . then knob can light up one . damm cool . then so many people amazed by it . then eat eat eat . talk talk talk . then got prize presentation . singapore overall winner . congrats to vanessa . haha . 2nd place . so pro . win everybody lor . you go girl !! then everyone watch video on the competition . and stuff . then got feature wilson and leina take picture together . haha . damm funny la . everybody look at him . that was the funniest part lor . oh ya . and found out that silie work as waiter before . haha . then he help us with slicing the fish and scooping the rice into the bowls . haha . not bad sia . hehe . then everything end at about 10.30 lor . reach home about 11 plus liao . i at night damm blur la . i missed my stop lor . in the end have to walk longer distance home . it was super fun that day . love it . hope to have more of it la .
today maths paper okay la . can do . only one question dunno . this means big problem lor . if paper 1 easy then paper 2 sure difficult one la . die liao lor . tmr lit paper . i got confidence . haha . need to go study liao . enough of slacking already . Archery tmr !