just came back from living hell yesterday !!
i think i fail lor . so sad . actually supposed to blog about it yesterday . but then my mother come home so never save . so stupid . then she go put password for the com so that i cannot use . sad . going to taake my results already . haha . so maybe you will not see me blog till next year ???








goong so nice !!!! i ask my mum go buy the dvd but she don't want . so sad ! but cho say she will lent me . hahas . yays !


Calling all guitar players !!!
you count the strings of the guitar from the bottom or top ? yesterday i go buy guitar string . then make me so confused . the teacher say its supposed to count from the top . then when i buy the string , its from the bottom . so i got the wrong string . so issit from the bottom or the top ? my book says from the bottom . haiyas . so confused now .
CHARMAINEyour reply ...
my results are bad ok . compared to xin xian and catherine . always compare yourself with the better ones . if you compare yourself with the weaker with the weaker ones hor , then you will never improve . cos you think that your results are very good and you don't have to study so hard cos others will never be better than you . like this hor , i think your results will deprove as a result of proudness ? then if you compare with the better ones , you will think that your marks are not very good and there's room for improvement . so you will start studying to do better . like this then will improve ma . although the feeling of being better than other's is great , there will always be people that are better than you . the chinese have this saying , yi shan zong bi yi shan gao or something like that . so must be humble . get it ? if so proud , some people will not like it . and if you never do well , you would feel very embaressed . i don't know how you explain it . just embaressed . when i know why then i tell you again . so know you know why i say that my results are bad ?
argh ! wednesday got proficency test !
luckily never test on marching . or if not i die . hais . now must learn the trainfire thing , ifc and drills . die la . so long no training i forgot the commands liao . die ...



yays ! finally got back my results .
english - 65 marks - B3 - rank 5 same as siqi !
literature - 72 marks - A2 - rank 1 !! whoos !!
chinese - 70 marks - A2
math - 82 marks - A1
science - 68 marks -B3
geography - 66 marks - B3
history<3 - 77 marks -A1
d & t - 72 marks -A2
f & n - 78 marks - A1
art - 70 marks - A2
cme - A
so sad la . got a lot of subjects not up to my expectations .
my english still cannot reach my A2 target . sad . the rank for my literature is absolutely shocking . rank 1 la . i think there is some mistake there lor . my chinese is terrible . why can't i just get A1 ??? i want a A1 !! must work harder ! math was the best . 82 !! but compare with valerie hor , is very lousy . she got 96 lehs !! paper one got full marks somemore . so sad ! i think i can never be the top for math in class one lor . got valerie , angeline , isabel and farhan . competition is tough . science is ok la . next time must get A2 . but that is practically impossibe . i'm so happy for my geog !!! i finally passed !!! even got a B3 . from a F9 to B3 , the improvement is great ! i thought i would just get a C lor . cos geog really sucks . i love history !!!! history rocks !! but i only got 77 lehs ! so disappointed . d & t and f &n not really important to me . and i don't really care . how can my art get such low marks ?? i got 90 plus for the first semester la . then second semester ms . sha not teaching us liao . then came that mdm lin . so naggy ! so lose interest lor . cos she teach so boring . so didn't really do her work well . that's why i got a 56 which pulled my marks down . i regretted not paying attention ! arghs . now already over liao . no point crying over spilt milk . hais . but overall , i still did well . 20 points in total . not bad la . catherine and xinxian got 18 points la . so ji bei .a difference in two points .will i get to the top three this time ? still must ask valerie , farhan and haziq their points . if they higher than me then got high chance i can be third lor . yays ! so happy. but must not so exicted first lor . after got somemore people better than me then i will be even sadder . ha . now must get something from my mother . must choose expensive one . haha .
today attended two talks . one is the guitar one and another one i forgot the name liao . the guitar one was very short lor . the speaker only talked about how his life playing the guitar . then he played a few songs lor . so shocked lehs . the whole of sec 1 no one know how to tune the guitar without a tuner . i learnt before . but sadly , i forgot . must go learn again .very long never play the guitar liao . my third string snap . must go restring . then the aother talk was quite fun . i don't know what issit about . all i knew was , its funny and nothing else . then keep talking to cho too . haha . the talks yesterday so boring ! almost slept . or did i sleep ? the first was about friends . choose the right friends or something like that . we heard it for like so many times already ? then the speaker so what lor . excuse me , can you shut up ? who continues talking will accompany me in my office till 6 . i will call your parents . i listen until sleep la .then the second one was by mr lau . he talk about drugs and secret society . he not scared one la . keep talking about 369 . say gang people are cowards. then keep using 369 in his statements . i think 369 is the only gang he know .
so sad lor . tomorrow no training . because of the haze . stupid haze . but my aunty say her school still got training . say my school lazy . charmaine got slight asthma liao . then today her voice break . hahaha .then she speak so funny . one minute low then suddenly high . then me and alexis laugh like siao . then in the end got slapped by charmaine . alexis say i very stupid . if charmaine slap me i should poke her back . but i didn't . haha . unless i in bad mood lor . charmaine , please don't be offended .


FREAKING HELL LA !!! I SAW MY SENIOR YESTERDAY AT LOT !!! charmaine , siqi , cho , alexis should know who is that person .
it was like me and cho were at the 4th floor talking to eugenie and her sister , then suddenly i saw him comin up . so stupid . why west mall so near don't want go must go lot one ??? then that cho keep pulling me to the bluez just because he is there . so stupid . then cho went to call him . idiot la . then saw cho's laogong elvis . he look so wierd wearing specs . but cho say its nice . aiya . whatever la . also not my problem . my brother and sister hates mushroom soup . in the end i have to finish the whole can for them . hais .
i think i can't use the com for the rest of the week . think my mum taking leave . so can stay at home teach my sister and brother . their exams next week . hopefuly my dad is lying that my mum taking leave . or if not i will be so sian . nothing to do at home . thursday return back to school liao . yays ! then 23rd and 27th no need go school again . 26th meet the parents session . hais . hope ms wong will not say anything bad about me . hahas .


there's nothing to do on a saturday afternoon . so sian . how i wish exams are not over yet . at least got something to do . now i'm like at home rotting . yesterday me and cho were like playing neopets . so xiao hai zi right . then we forgot our password and have to wait for our email . so while waiting we played reversi . and then cho was like melissa you sux . just because i better than her . hahas . when the email came cho went " my neopets come already ! " hahas . but neopets quite fun actually . hais . just hope that i got something to do ...



THE PROJECT WAS A TOTAL FAILURE !!!
the model so nice for what ? creative also no use . so what if we are the only group that use lego ? we never answer the questions well enough ! i think cause ours not detailed enough . then the presentation not good also . the teacher must keep asking on small details . how is the turbine going to work ? why are there animals there ? what kind of nutrients are needed fot the soil ? actually wanted to say one lor . but i think the teacher thought we don't know and they too inmpatient that's why they skipped to another questoin . hais . wasted la . then wanted to talk about the irrigation canal one lor . but also got cut . stupid teacher . then geothermal energy also . so angry . i should have found out more details and study it carefully . should revise more also . wahhs ! feel like crying . sure fail one ! why never find out more info ? arghhs . hais . no point crying over spilled milk . what's done cannot be undone . but just can't stop feeling sad . so wasted la . i better not think about it anymore . just hope that i can pass lor . especially for my geog !
NOW EXAMS ARE REALLY OVER !!!
its time to slack ! slack slack slack . yays ! can use the com everyday ! i want to watch goong ! must ask my mum go buy the dvd set ! yays ! but my sister exam lehs . must wait for her exams to finish then can watch . and that will be next week ? i cannot stand waiting anymore . that would be when i collect my report book . I WANT TO WATCH GOONG NOW !!! cho is finding people to go to MinistryOfSound with her . should be on the 22nd of november if i'm not wrong . anyone who want go can go tell her. she should be very happy . right cho ? hahas . i helping you do quan chuan leh . i so good rite ? will i get paid ? hahas .
yesterday was one of the worst day ever . have to rush through everthing . the project , literature and filling . talking about filling make me so mad . spent so much time go find worksheets then today realise that we don't have to hand them up . waste my time . then somthing else ... cho say what comes from the brain usually turns out negative . so i better not judge with my brains ? haha .
remember that forgiveness is a great thing . you should forgive him/her no matter what he/she did . cos u r still friends after all . don't let a small matter affect your friendship . that's very important . when you forgive a person , you will feel lighter and your heart will feel happier . what wise words . haha . lol . those words were from alexis . plus a bit of mine . haha .
i think we would not have to go to school till thursday . so long . i want to go back to school and study ! i may sound crazy . but i'm not used to it la . we didn't have lessons for already like a week ? or even more . at home play com also will sian one . now no one to talk to . damm bored here .


just came back from the library . we finally finished the project ! cho didn't come ! so sad . so fun la . me , charmaine and alexis take neos . we waited for like about half an hour for the people to come out la . but never mind . now doing the final amenments for the project . then tomorrow still must go school early to paste the lego and the board . luckily we presenting at 10 am . so got time to pates everything . i hope my blue tack works and my lego will not fall apart .they better not collect the board . they will surely lose the lego one . and people , remember to bring your physics and geog file . must bring that lit thing also . sheeks . i haven't do it yet ! must rush everything again ! how can i forget about it ? gosh ! better go do it now .


i dunno why is my name so nice to use . charmaine uses it to ask her senior for justin's number . then yesterday use my name again to ask for his unit . hais . like i so interested in him like that la .
i went crazy yesterday night . ask people to buy lego set for me . hahas . charmaine's lego set is so interesting lor . so many unique things . unlike mine . so common de . anyone wanna buy for me ? is the robotics that kind one . cost about $2oo i think . i suddenly miss robotics !!! maybe one day i shall drop by IJ and visit the robotics club . hahas . anyone wanna accompany me ?
today so early come back liao . got nothing to do . so sian . was asked to go causeway today . but i didn't want to . then got scolding lor . tomorrow must go jurong library finish the project . so sad . cho cannot come . her mum don't allow her . sad sad sad . hope tomorrow can finish everthing lor .


yays !! written exams are finally over !!!

the maths paper today was okay , a bit difficult la . but dunno why people complain very difficult . cho said that she will flung her math . cho , will not one la . don't worry . you will at least get working marks one . hahas . went to charmaine's house do project . play with lego so fun ! alexis got crazy playing with the toy people . still have to do presentation ! arghs ! we met up for the projet for like three times already ? and we still haven't finish it . so pro right ? hahas .