Wednesday, October 24, 2007 Y 9:27 PM

ncc orienteering compettion today .
it suck to the core man .
my fears came true .
i became like an extra in the girls group .
all malay ma .
then im not very close to them .
closer to other malay girls , but they never take part .
sad leh .
walau , then they like dont bother about me one lor .
keep talking among each other in malay .
fuck la ,
they cant make up their mind also .
ask them which route they want go ,
then they like dont care about what i said .
during competition also ma .
was finding for the last checkpoint .
then cannot find
they dont believe my map reading la .
walau , i stupid ah .
see map i not bad one lor , go pulau ubin also i direct .
then find for a long time cannot find , i tod them of different possibilities ,
then they just talk to themselves in malay .
dont care me leh .
fuck . i what , their dog .
listen to them talk in a language i dont understand and then listen to their direction .
one reason why im not very close to them is language lor .
they like dont bother to make an effort to speak in english when i am around la .
the seniors told them since last year le lor .
but no change .
this year even worse .
different batch of seniors .
now they also cant be bothered to remind the rest to speak in english when i am around .
treat me like an invisible person , walau .
dont even bother to include me in their conversation .
hell la , endure this for very long le lor .
one day i think im going to erupt .
actually a lot of chinese erupt in their first few months liao .
only i endure until now .
patience .
haha , some sirs also very surpsied that i can stay for so long .
not bad eh .
lucky the boys also there .
most of the time keep talking to shun jie lor .
haha , walau , kana scandal with him for very long le lor .
since start of this year .
all ncc sec two people all know .
haha , but i dont care .
just talk lor , talk with haziq and khamarul also .
hahaha , always kana suan , but lucky i smart .
suan them back also .
haha , crap for like two hours la . haha .
then i complain that the malay girls dont bother about me .
we finished the rest of the checkpoints in half an hour ma .
then left last one , but cannot find .
after 15 mins , i told them to give up .
time factor .
they just dont care leh , talk among themselves the possibilties of where that fucking station could be .
last 10 mins they still dont want give up la .
i tell them faster run back .
then just say , erm maybe its here , there .
fuck up .
then while finding ask friends from other schools for help .
river valley , haha . that time camp made friends with quite a few ma .
so just ask if they know where is that station lor .
same route ma , only got one girls route .
i knew i would not get any results la . haha .
they just say they dont know .
but its okay la , for me i will also say that .
last 7 mins then they want to give up .
by then i already know not enough time lor .
run all the way , damm tiring la .
we could have the comfort of walking slowly .
but they gave up the chance .
in the end i first reach there , followed by the rest .
by then already late liao .
fuck man , by 1 min .
super pissed la .
dont bother le la . walau .
haha , saw my aunty there also ,
she is the teacher officer for zhenghua sec ma .
air unit , air unit is cool . haha .
then she go take pictures of me .
lol , then those zhenghua people also recognise me .
walau , keep looking at me when i talk to my aunty la .
haha . even their seniors also .
haha .

went to school play cards again .
walau , haha .
not allowed , but who cares .
ahaha .
walau , got holiday assignment lor !
maths and chinese .
chinese leh !
always got one .
stupid newspaper thing again ,
they dont have creativity ah .
always ask us do newspaper reflection .
do comic strip , come up with comprehension .
walau , hate it la .
holidays like no time lor .
haiyo .

but i shall cheer up !
tmr is considered the last day of school !
yay !