haha . double posts !
spent one whole day slacking today !
haha .
finally got a break .
let me say some random stuff man :

i love travel and living !!!
haha . i love to watch the shows !!!
be it shows on food , leisure , traveling , renovating houses or planning parties ,
i love them all ! haha ! yay !

i love the 9pm drama on channel 8 !!
i love rui en and terrance cao !
i hope that they become an item in the end man .
haha ! yay !
i never fail to watch that show everyday .
haha .
love it !
you should go watch it too ! haha !

i dont like my science teachers !
but im going to prove to them that i can excel in science although
they pick on me and stuff .
hmph . dont want to give me worksheet so what .
idiot . i can find other ways to revise also .

my hair spoil already !
what the hell .
now super dry .
then very fizzy also .
walau , the condition is worser now .
so sad lor .

i hate to get involve in relationships .
so mafan lor .
waste my feelings lor .
haha .
waste time also .
waste money also .
hahaha .
lol . abit stupid la .

i seem so fake on my blog .
cant pour out certain stuff .
cos if i do that , people will get hurt and friendships will be ruined .
have to control what i say also .
cant give honest opinions about the certain matter .
my blog seems to here for another cause too .
and that is to bootlick .
everything seem so fake man .
took a lot of courage to say this .
cause i know that this is bound to affect some people .
but i choose to say it after all .
hais .

also , my self-confidence seems to be lacking .
dont know why is this so ,
i just feel so inferior all of a sudden .

i hate to be misunderstood la .
make me so pekcek only .
its like i didnt do anything wrong then that person anyhow i assume that i did .

i seem to be pouring out loads of stuff recently .
which might be a good and bad thing to do .

haiyo .
dont know why suddenly my mood go from happy to sad .
haha .
mood swing liao .
i shall be happy now again !
haha .

i am desparately trying to get new cards recently .
haha . cos lost my wallet ma .
and there goes all my cards too .
haha .
now my wallet only got like 4 pathetic cards .
ez-link , library , disney mickey mouse , more than words(the $5 thing la)
actually got my medical benefits card liao .
but my mum told me to keep it at home .
cause it would be troublesome to lose it again .
but im going to receive a new card soon !
a GoldenVillage Membership Card .
haha . yay ! look forward to getting it .
got alot of benifits like that leh .
haha . so i just sign up lor .
actually wanted to sign up for eng wah's one too .
but have to go there register .
mafan . haha .
but hor , like that only got 5 cards !
not enough !
any suggestions people ? haha .
must make my wallet fat again .
now so empty can .
i want more cards !
haha .

yay . finally after so long got a chance to talk to guan zhao liao .
kind of miss him la .
last time always talk crap together .
haha .
and serious stuff too .
now he attatchament ma , then quite busy .
seldom have the time to catch up with one another .
haha . maybe going out some time ba .
i hope so . haha . got alot of things want to tell him .
haha . yay ! go out .

i want to go holland village leh !!
haha !
i want go there eat ice cream .
but very ex lor .
heard it is like 8 plus .

anyway , talking about this .
i am suddenly remebered about being allowed to stay out late .
mentioned about this to my mum yesterday
told her that my friends all allowed to stay out late into the night .
sometimes 4 plus then come back .
then i think my mum like considering le la .
just that i cant stay until 4 plus lor .
maybe 12 ? or 1 ?
haha .
found out another thing ,
i think my mum dont want me to go out till so late is beacuse my dad will nag
which is true
haha .
and the last thing and the most important one .
she scared something happen to me .
like kana kidnapped .
haha . so stupid la !
haha
watch too much drama le !
so i think if i resassure her on this point , everything would be settled !
haha . wish me luck !!

considering if i should really take up guitar lessons again .
cos maybe i would join siqi .
then her class got grade 3 people leh !
i never even take test one .
then thats classical guitar .
walau .
although i learnt that before , i forgot le la !
i learnt that 2 years ago lor .
then fingers not very active liao .
haha . do finger exercise like very stupid leh .
haha . mafan also .
then come to acoustic .
haiyo .
i think my hand not big enough .
then some cords cant press properly .
also must talk about the angle .
and a little bit on strength .
cos sometimes have to bar the whole thing .
then must press hard .
my strumming also not say very good .
so overall , i dont think i really excel lor .

told ms loh yst that the school should let us stay at home when we dont have to come to school to take back papers or dont have any activities .
cos its just a waste of time what .
then i just sit on the chair and stare into blank space .
also no teachers in the class .
very boring nothing to do .
then i alwasys sleep de
then she was like laughing .
i think she know i always sleep if got nothing to do of if the particular thing dont interest me .
haha . so pro .
i think they are considering le ba !
haha .

thats all ba .
such a long post .
im crazy .
haha .
mix all my feelings inside man .
haha .
but dont think that i got any problems or what hor ,
cos i dont .
i just want to talk about it .
thats all .
dont read too much into it .
especially sensitive people .
haha .

a full day of muggin tmr .
science .
haha .

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