Thursday, September 20, 2007 Y 3:12 PM

still sick . sian . hais .
headache now . cant do much thing lor .
eat sleep, watch tv .
walau . very boring lor .
woke up with a splitting headache today actually .
but beacuse there's chinese exams tmr , so i insisted on coming to school .
but my eyes were super teary lor . very red also .
alexis thought i was crying .
but im not very sure why it was like that too .
i think its because i vomitted yesterday .
walau . damm stupid lor .
from yesterday until now eyes still red .
vomitted all my breakfast this morning .
from liquid food to solid food .
so pathetic la . almost vomitted out my medcine too .
then like that lor .
walked to school with charmaine and alexis .
sweat alot leh .
dont know why .
when i reached school my whole blouse was wet lor .
kept sweating continuosly . non stop lor .
then later got the what filming exercise .
damm idiot la .
have to walk from canteen to parade square again .
then at the canteen i cannot take it liao .
then xin xian tell me to go home .
cos i look like im going to drop dead any moment .
haha .
then she go help me tell ms diana .
then suddenly got attention from whai ee , felicia , charmaine , jastine .
and not to forget my dearest chocho as well as alexis, siqi and louise .
whai ee was like telling me to go sit lor .
but i dont want . haha . felicia also said that i was sweating profusely lor .
after a long agonising wait , we were told to stream into the parade square .
idiotic la .
after we settled , we were told to do it again .
this time more naturally .
wah . pekcek liao .
this time ms fazlin came and brought me to the office lor .
to call my parents .
then what for my maid come fetch me lor .
went to the doctor later .
given 2 days mc .
hurray .
haha . no need go for exam tmr .
was quite worried about it
cos im not in the right mind to study .
then tmr cannot do my paper well .
since got mc then got more time to recuperate and then study later ma .
anyway , good luck people .
for your exams tmr !
haha . must study for the stupid gong han .
i need help for it la .
but dont worry about it for the time being .
haha .
today making swiss roll for home econs actually lor .
thats one reason why i wanted to go to school .
but in the end didnt do lor .
aiya , its fated .
hais . never mind lor . next time ba .

had chinese orals yesterday .
haha . same as samantha .
walau .
but i think i did it quite badly .
the reading part i got a few words dont know how to read .
walau . then actually when i practising that time still can read quite well de .
but dont know why in front of the examiner i started to stutter .
keep modifying sentences and pausing lor .
argh . idiot !!
then the conversation even worse .
couldnt express myself .
maybe i didnt speak chinese for a very long time liao .
hais . must speak more fluent chiense !
i was asked 3 questions .
how do you spent your pocket money ,
what do you think of parents giving their child too much money ,
do you approve of teenagers going out to work .
see , the second and third question can develop alot de leh !!
but i just speaked about an average of 3 sentences for each question .
such a failure .
hais .
dont want to dwell on it le la .
make me sad even more .
haha . that sentence sounds wrong leh .
anyway , later went home .
then slept through till 8 plus .
walau . i was really tired .
dont know why . hais .
then at night started to vomit le .
felt so uneasy can . hais . idiotic sickness .
people tell me it might be dengue a few days back .
then i suddenly got scared la .
haha . damm stupid right .
but for a moment i thought of the possibility lor .
i dont want to die so early .
haha . still got alot of thigs in life havent accomplish .
hahaha . lol .
realised i had alot of catching up to do .
especially maths .
got alot of maths homework havent do .
the mere thought of it make me have difficulties breathing le lor .
i missed out alot le lor !
wa !! how ?!! homework is pilling up like a mountain .
i cant finish it !!
HELP !