highlight of the day today
i got my first slap from a guy leh !
although its just like play play de .
haha .
that hanwen lor . today practice orals that time come kaopeh me .
then i say i dont want to talk to him le .
then he pretend to cry and say later he slap me or something .
i replied slap lor .
then he really do it sia .
what the hell .
quite pain leh .
then alexis and louise shocked .
haha .

its oral tmr !
gosh , never really prepare leh !
especially for the picture discussion .
die le la . hate picture discussion the most .
followed by conversation .
i will try to make eye contact with the examiner .
haha . then like that easier to talk .
treat her as my friend , just watch my singlish .
haha . hope can do it ba .

went for training today .
didnt really have the mood lor .
cos i now very lousy .
slack alot also .
even lost my motivation to shoot and do well .
im just like doing my job going there to show face and shoot .
im not going for the thailand shoot liao .
cos i not good enough .
sian .
totally lost motivation .
last time want to shoot good its beacuse i want to get selected to go overseas competition .
then now , thai cannot go , australia trip cancelled .
dont even want to win angela now .
so now i dont bother trying hard .
chances are very slim anyway .

oh . im supossed to do quizes for joanne and stella .
wait , are they the same ? let me check . post it later .