haha . hi people !
my mood has been kind of average recently .
not much feelings le leh .
maybe because i studied like everyday .
not used to it le ba .
cos recently like very slack ma .
always go out .
no mood to blog also le la .
suddenly like become robot .
no more feelings le .
or at most , its for a while only .

my determination also went down .
went to look for the targets i set in the mid-year .
geog must get at least B .
english B3 or higher
chinese must improve
lit must maintain , at least B3
everything else cannot drop .
so now must reset again .
haha .
geog at least B
english B3 or higher
chinese at least B
lit A1
science A
maths A

thats it .
issit abit too high ?
i hope not .
hope i can reach my targets .
nope , its i MUST reach it .
that means having no life .
no more going out ,
controlling the time i spent online .
going by my timetable .
walau . really like robot .
but never mind la .
2 weeks only .
can cope de !
but first i must find some incentive .
haha .
think can ba .
that would be , the happy feeling of owning people in studies !

today went out with samantha .
lot one only lor .
she wants to get a mini toons membership card
that means that we have to spent 50 bucks on a single receipt .
i promised to help samantha .
so spent 14 bucks .
haha !
i so happy !
very long never spent money liao !
then like that lor .
samantha choose her thing so long lor .
make me so hungry .
havent ate lunch at that time ma .
so ate at around 3 plus .
close to 4 .
poor thing right ?
haha .
but i saw hanloon today !
so thrilled lor !
haha . must use different expressions to express my feelings .
haha . got help in my compo de .
very long never see him le ma .
haha . so kind of happy lor .
sian diao . happy again .
must go look up more words to subsitute for happy , sad , angry , scared
haha .

had that idiotic home econs test today !!
i thought it would be easy lor .
in the end it was difficult !
walau .
hate unscrambling words .
suck at that .
so in the end i see what form i like , just write down .
haha .
then that stupid open ended so difficult lor .
question 13 , write down 2 similarities and differences between anorexia and bulimia .
see , i still can remember that .
haha .
totally stunned by that question .
completely dont know how to do lor .
never come across that terms before .
walau ! damm idiotic la .
lost 4 marks .
this test contributes to the end year results .
although i dont really bother about home econs ,
i must care about the grades leh .
cos it will also contribute to my overall grade .
i am hoping not to see any Cs in my results slip .

had chemistry today .
i very good already lor .
never sleep during her class .
even took the initiative to ask her for the notes given out last week .
i got listen in her class and copy down notes lor .
but when doing exercise that time i dont want do ma .
so studied for other subjects .
then she walked around giving out extra notes .
then she saw i studying other subjects then dont want give me lor .
fuck la .
i waiting for her to give out ma , so study other things lor .
idiotic .
so pian xin !!!
think i dont bother about chem just because i didnt behave during chem ?
walau .
some things cant be looked only on the outer side ,
we must learn how to view it from another perspective lor !
idiotic la !
hate this feeling of being misunderstood .
i shall prove to her that i can do well .
haha . like how i prove to mr koh that i can do well for physics even though i sleep in class .
haha . jiayou ba !

tmr got guitar !!
haha . guess it would be my last lesson .
haha . must take full advantage of that !
gonna miss guitar lessons .
hais .

must go do homework liao .
thanks to catherine , i realised that i had compre to do .
idiotic . hais .