yay !!! last paper today ! physics was okay . i know how to do all of the questions . haha . got some i not very sure . my hand cramp like siao now . damm pain . after that how to shoot . gosh . coach bringing my arrows and clicker today for me . haha . yay . excited . yesterday almost broke down . i draw my bow halfway the release liao . don't know why . suddenly feel very scared . in the end do bow training . hais . now my determination like not very strong liao . last time i tell myself to hold there at least can . now cannot liao . my physcological barrier still very hard to break . i don't dare to aim the yellow . don't know why . oh man . have to keep trying . i must do it . maybe cos these few days exam so stressed . now end liao have to push myself . i have to do it . or if not die liao . forever stuck at short distance . shawn already shoot 50m liao . ahh . everyone seem to be progressing lor . so i must also catch up . go go go ! miss the old days at faac . used to have alot of people training there . everyone talk to each other have fun . want to take break then take together then talk talk talk . so fun . feel a sense of togetherness lor .like one big family like that . go competition even more fun . love that the most . don't know when we can have that again . i want to go back faac ! but cannot . now in national team the atmosphere like very tense ? something like that . just shoot shoot shoot . cannot take break . cannot talk loudly . everyone like no togetherness like that . although got talk but they are just like only friends . unlike faac . like one whole family . everyone like your brothers and sisters . oh man . i'm crying now . i want to go back faac . now faac very quiet already lor . roger, glen all these people go ns liao . i miss roger man . i still remember that time go competition that time he always keep us entartained during lunch break . with all his silly jokes and games . love that . wonder when will that happen again . that competition is very memorable lor . until now still can remember . i love faac . i think that is the only place i feel i belong . can't wait for monday . going with all those faac people watch spiderman 3 . haha . should be fun . looking forward to it !!